So its final now. At least for the moment!!! I am going to give CAT this year.well, its been a difficult decision for me as well as my family. I had a many discussions with my family. We concluded that it would be really difficult for me to pursue MS in US. Reasons are many ranging from fees to my staying alone.
I guess the biggest reason for backing out of "MS theory" was the unavailability of any guide. For years, its been like this.We never had the emotional support we needed. When I look back for last 8 yrs or so, its been my friends who have stood by me in my difficult phases other than my parents and bro. If it wasn't for Vishwajeet, I am seriously not sure whether I would have come to merit by any chance. HE was the one who guided me to my success in 10th and 12th. Same has been Sidscope's role during my engineering.
We hardly have any relatives. Whatever relatives we have, are mostly useless.So sometimes it feels sad, after watching your friends and their relatives, or listening to their stories of "Picnic"s. I used to ask myself why the hell we don't have such a good relation with our relatives. But i guess some questions are better kept unanswered. The dullest moments come at the time of festivals. I mean the one reason one celebrate festivals is to meet relatives or their "loved ones". And without them its pretty boring mind you. I think people who have gone to US will understand it sooner or later. I hope me and my brother are able to bring all our relatives together some time in future. Till then good bye.
इंद्र जिमि जंभ पर… बाडव सुअंभ पर… रावण सदंभ पर… रघुकुलराज है ! पौन बारिबाह पर… संभु रतिनाह पर… ज्यों सहसबाह पर… राम द्विजराज है ! उदरात माउली… रयतेस साउली… गडकोट राउळी… शिवशंकर हा मुक्तीची मंत्रणा… युक्तीची यंत्रणा… खल दुष्टदुर्जना… प्रलयंकर हा संतास रक्षितो… शत्रू निखंदतो… भावंडभावना… संस्थापितो ऐसा युगेयुगे… स्मरणीय सर्वदा… माता-पिता-सखा… शिवभूप तो दावा दृमदंड पर… चीता मृगझुंड पर… भूषन वितुंड पर… जैसे मृगराज है ! तेज तम अंस पर… कान्ह जिमि कंस पर… त्यों मलिच्छ बंस पर… सेर सिवराज है ! जय भवानी, जय शिवाजी ! Thanks to Nik for sending this. In case any of you want to read the whole poem you can visit this link .
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